Today was pretty interesting if I must say so myself. During lunch...our school went under lockdown, cuz apparently there was a high speed chase that had started on K15 and the car that was being chased made its way to my high school for some reason, which had us go into lockdown for about 15 minutes. It was pretty exciting actually. But a little irritating since it was during my lunch period. We had to rush into the auditorium which was fun cuz they let us raise our hands and ask questions...this kid raised his hand and was like "Uhh, I was locked out of my room. I think I might be missing some class time" and everybody just laughed. Lol. After it was okay, we got to eat our lunches and they gave us and extra 8 minutes. Thennn...during my next class I finally cracked. This girl that I never liked called my friend a retard and I told him to say something back to her. and she just keeps staring at me so I tell her not to look at me like that. and she starts freaking out shouting "This bitch thinks she can talk shit on me. nuh uh." and I called her a dumb cunt that had no idea what she was talking about. She goes "Excuse me?" and I was like "Did I fucking stutter?" then the teacher got between us and called security. I got escorted to the library...and the library was like a fucking ice box. I'm surprised I didnt freeze over.

THEN, after school, I asked my boyfriend if he could take me home...and he rolls his eyes and goes "well I have to work" he doesnt have to be at work until 4:45PM...and school gets out at 3:12PM. He had PLENTY of time. Then he said he would take me home. I almost started crying because I was so frustrated and he could see that. He even asked me if I was okay. and then when he dropped me off at home, I leaned in to give him a kiss and tried saying thank you but he talked over me and was like 'I have to go to work" So I was like whatever and slammed his door behind me. I dont feel like talking to him. I dont think I'm going to talk to him tomorrow either. If he texts me tonight, I think I might just ignore it. I want him to think that i'm mad at him. Cuz I kind of am. Ugh. Today was good...and at the same time..annoying.

I really do. February 1st will be our 2 year anniversary. :) I'm glad that you came into my life...but I am dreading the upcoming day...of your 18th birthday...You'll be an adult. You could buy ciggaretts...go clubbing. and me, I cant do anything to stop you. I know its your choice...but its hard if you make some of those choices...it would break my heart if you smoked...and it would piss me off if you went clubbing. I guess thats just something i'm ganna have to deal with, if you chose to go that path...*Sigh*

Today, you came over. We did a little somethin somethin. Actually, I'm the one who did stuff haha. Since i'm on my period we cant really do much...laying and cuddling in bed together was nice. Its been awhile since we've been together to do that... :) Dinner was fun as well. Freddy's is delicious...and then you left almost suddenly after dinner. It caught me off gaurd when you suddenly go "I think I should be going now." Later though, you apologize for leaving suddenly. I personally thought I did something wrong. and I couldnt text what was wrong because you had lost your phone...then you told me that you werent feeling well. Why didnt you tell me? "I didnt want you to worry." He replied. That actually made me smile...he actually worried about my feelings. :) I told him that of course I was going to worry...but that didnt mean I couldnt help him. He then apologized again but I told him it was okay. We said I love you to each other and then he got off to get some rest. I hope he feels better.

P.S. Thank you for noticing me today. You noticed that I was wearing only leggings today for the first time this year and said that it looked sexy on me and that I should do it more often. ;) You made me feel sexy today.

So...i've had a Xanga before...and I just today wanted to get on and post something, but as soon as I try signing in it kept saying that my password/username was incorrect. So I decided to make a new one...i've been thinking about making a new one anyways. So heres my new Xanga...lol. :)

I'll be posting new posts soon enough! :D